Chenn

Hey there!
After two and half months I've returned back from American continents to czech republic. It was very interesting and refreshing time in Peru and Bolivia, and NYC was very inspiring (i was instructed to visit the MoMa and the MET and I did indeed. And I can tell those places are so amazing! I only regret I had so little time so I wasnt able to go through it all. Two days weren't enough).
But I have also bad experience. Last day in Peru my documents were stolen, and what make me sad and furious - my camera was stolen too. I had amazing pictures from jungle and Paracas peninsula on the memory stick but they are gone now. I have them only on my brain memory stick so I have to wait untill there is invented a machine reproducing the prints of images from human brains.

Now I am going to focus on getting a new job, new place to live (because i left everything) and will try remember how to use computer and photoshop again so I can organize the rest of my photos (luckily I had flash memory for back-upping) and put some of them here for your pleasure

Meanwhile, goodbye

Fuck! Why has NYC to be so super great?

One of my friend read the last entry and I've been told I am too crazy. Too depressive. Hmm.. Yea. I know. I am through bad time.

But there was enough of depression, right? It might cause people create wonderful stuff but still, it is not good to u blindly too much.

I am going through a lot of changes. Thats why I am going to usa and Peru for more than two months in the end of March. I am pretty about that!
Pure purification (:

Also, after one year I bought polarization filter for my camera. I am looking forward to capture everything around there! Internet suppose to be everywhere in Peru so I will try to upload something from time to time.

Hey there.
since the new year started i feel like someone tied up tight by some rough rope around my chest which is choking me and then i was pushed out from airplane so I can enjoy the freedom.
All I can do is just kick around in vain. I can scream but the person who cause this falling is high up in the plane fueled by new love and the engines are roaring too loudly to realize what really happened.
Now I am falling down lonely with tight rope around chest and asking my self why I wasn't allowed to get off on the closest airport.

Then, when I stop yell blindly, I realize I know way out! And not just one but several! Its just up to me to choose which one. They are different and its important to choose wisely.
The first one has 'Hate' written on it. It comes with AA-gun and black glasses. But I flew over too many beautiful places on her plane to just destroy it.
The second way is the stone in shape of bottle and pot. It may keep me forgetting what is going on until I reach the surface. But I remember too many great things I've done with my clear mind and I cannot just stop to receive beauty of surrounding world. I want to know as much as I can.
Last possibility I came to is to gather the strength and break the paralysis from the fear. Start to thinking clearly. Whats that? Oh I have knife in my boot, just let me reach it. There! On the knife handle is written 'Do not regret anything, everything is good for something!'. I dont know if it was meant for me but it sounds pretty comfortable now.
The rope is really strong and I've tighten it even more by my tugging before so it can take a little more time. But when I fell I was pretty high so I have little bit more time. Rope rubbed down my skin here and there and it hurts and burn but I should be fine.
I cant wait to spread my own wings again! Then I will fly high and maybe I will find out someone on my way who would be willing to try to higher than the sun with me. Despite the scars I will have as a reminder of the fear I've been through.

Oh well, its here again - one of two most beautiful seasons of the year. We've been on several trips in colorful parks here in Prague with my GF, you can see some pictures in gallery..
And my flash thing is moving forward again! I was stucked beacuse i didnt get new actionScript3 so i ordered book to learn wtf is it about. I am biting through it and making myself big programer now ("